Book smarts vs Street smarts...the face off.

Growing up I was always pushed to excel as I was a very bright child.  The problem is the one area I never really had much time for is street smarts.  I had friends that had great street smarts but I always had my nose in a book or doing home work or something such as this.  I graduated from highschool thinking I had it all planned out and WHAM was hit by reality.  I had no one keeping on me to keep my nose to the grind and ended up dropping out of college due to drinking (I am speaking of a fifth of Jack a night or more) and skipping class and needing to find a job to support a pregnant fiancee. 

Some of us always dreamed of having a family, even as young teenagers, the feeling of having a child running up to you and wrapping their arms around you.  Snuggling up in your lap to watch cartoons.  Watching them play with play-doh at the table.  Running around outside with them.  No one ever dreams of having to do that as a single parent.  I am not sure where things will end up relationship wise in my life but I just dont know how much I like the idea of being single.  Not only the companionship but lets face it, I am a hornball.  I was speaking to a friend last night regarding this, talking about how so many people are vanilla in relation to how wild and crazy their sex life is, I cannot be a vanilla as I am just too out there in my sexual fantasies and experimental thoughts.  She made a great point, a chocolate bean can never be a vanilla bean which I responded to by saying that sadly chocolate and vanilla make a horrible milk shake.  Eventually I will have to find another chocolate in regards to sex life because I have learned that if one has a high and wild sex drive and one is very vanilla and doesn't want it often, doesn't matter how hard you try it seems impossible to be.

I am reaching out to all of the chocolates out there, how do you make it by, how do I spot another chocolate without finding a hooker (blech). 

Taking a trip soon, going to see an old friend who may pass away soon so it will be an interesting 3 day trip to AZ.  Still kinda sore from hauling brush the other day but C'est la vie.  I will stretch it out eventually.

Coming to you from a desk in a snooze fest, leading the way with my bratwurst, Cap'n Midget out!